The world is a better place if a word like evil did not exist. This would not lead to revenge, vengeance and reprisals. An eye for an eye makes the world go blind, so if your eye was put out, do you do the same to the aggresor?
I therefore conclude that ignorance is the best policy. From today onwards I shall not acknowledge evil. I shall avoid it to the utmost of my ability. Even to the extent of forgetting somethings.
The world is so full of contradictions that it hurts my head to think of it sometimes.
Isn't that what a true friend is? Someone who tells the unvarnished truth? Contradictions. And sometimes people have behaviour that do not agree with ours, but we have to put up with it. For a variety of reasons. Even though we might not want to. Incongruity.
Life has always been simple. I want it to remain that way but it's impossible, isn't it? All the emotional baggage that just tags along, refusing to be lost within the mists of time. Time heals, or does it really? Inconsistency.
Conscience has always been the toughest master to please and that has always been what I believed. Now I think that maybe society is more difficult to please than the conscience. At least the conscience can be suppressed somewhat, though it doesn't go away, but you can never suppress society. So which is the tougher master?
You people can always choose to view it as an attempt to defend someone else's actions. Or you can view it as someone drawing an event as an example of what he is talking about. I'm tired of this endless discussions and such. Sure, it raises the ire
of some of you but then again, its all a matter of viewpoints. I'm tired of these politically correct statements and everything. Just read whatever you people want into what I write. I'm tired of defending or refuting anything more. Just so tired of things that seem to be and yet aren't so. Smoke and mirrors. I'm so very sorry for saying what I want to say.
i ripped it off my cousin's blog. (hope he dosen't mind) its a damn meaning full passage. made me think damn deeply into what he said. his english is pro man.
sorry for all those who think i m an ass to post the previous post. i believed tat there no such thing as "hate-less" in the society. you like somebody or you dont. however, i was wondering whether should we sympathise with them underhandedly for being detested and at the same continue to keep the raring "love" for them or should we not give a hoot.
take your sides people.
i have nothing more to say
"From the beginning to the end
Losers lose, winners win
This is real we aint gotta pretend
The cold world that we in It´s full of pressure and pain"
Game ft 50cent- Hate It Or Love It
Laterrrrr
this week had been a wierd one. one teacher cried, the other yelled. wads wrng now?
ppl just dont seem to shut up when they need to. different mentality i guess. sme ppl jus have to suck up during class to make themselves seem so particpative. some others couldnt help asking bloody stupid questions and in the end wasting precious time during tutorials. i guess its the different values the different secondary schools brought us up with. some taught us to think for ourselves; the others, please ask teacher stupid qns to "redeem" yourself.
i found out that our school have damn lot of stupid, retarded and superbly moronic people. i guess we have to tell them they are the social-rejects of our school oneday. i cant stand people who self invite themselves to gatherings. it supposedly to be a crapping session till some flith appears. gosh. bloody stupid. it seems insensibly stupid to hate ppl at this moment in our lives.i beg to differ. if you are "different" you would have realise tat we wouldnt talk to you, invite you or share our lame secrets with you.
i hold too much secrets.
we dont make fun of you, my friend. we just detest you :)
common test is nxt week. i m totally unable to study for nuts. my mind seems to b adrift. maybe its the songs that keep stucking in my head. shitez. it still boils down to self discipline. my head is too full of things. i m too bottled up. wheres the one to save me, listen to me?
whats wrong wif everybody listening to emo songs now? a trend? a way out of our despair? or a channel to remember our good times? the songs smehow mysteriously are able to relate to us smehow or another.
i cant get enough of nickelback.
"It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember is fucked up as it always seemed
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means"
Staind- Its Been Awhile
there is no secret msg here. morons...
i need you
i want you
but who are the hell are you?
ppl just dont seem to shut up when they need to. different mentality i guess. sme ppl jus have to suck up during class to make themselves seem so particpative. some others couldnt help asking bloody stupid questions and in the end wasting precious time during tutorials. i guess its the different values the different secondary schools brought us up with. some taught us to think for ourselves; the others, please ask teacher stupid qns to "redeem" yourself.
i found out that our school have damn lot of stupid, retarded and superbly moronic people. i guess we have to tell them they are the social-rejects of our school oneday. i cant stand people who self invite themselves to gatherings. it supposedly to be a crapping session till some flith appears. gosh. bloody stupid. it seems insensibly stupid to hate ppl at this moment in our lives.i beg to differ. if you are "different" you would have realise tat we wouldnt talk to you, invite you or share our lame secrets with you.
i hold too much secrets.
we dont make fun of you, my friend. we just detest you :)
common test is nxt week. i m totally unable to study for nuts. my mind seems to b adrift. maybe its the songs that keep stucking in my head. shitez. it still boils down to self discipline. my head is too full of things. i m too bottled up. wheres the one to save me, listen to me?
whats wrong wif everybody listening to emo songs now? a trend? a way out of our despair? or a channel to remember our good times? the songs smehow mysteriously are able to relate to us smehow or another.
i cant get enough of nickelback.
"It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember is fucked up as it always seemed
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means"
Staind- Its Been Awhile
there is no secret msg here. morons...
i need you
i want you
but who are the hell are you?
"Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?"
Nelly Furtado- All Good Things
bloody nice song.
must listen.
"If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died "
Nickelback- If Everyone Cared
it had been a realli bust-my-ass week with alot of wild time at the library. it had been strike 2 for us at backstabbing keith with someone togeda. double thumbsup. wadde hell, just get together for goodness sake. sloppiest jioing of ppl ever. hah.
anyway. this week had been damn monotonous except on wed when the girls came in for trials. there is sme random damn pro girl who surf damn nice. bt her onli prob is that she doesnt know that her tshirt rides up damn high when she spike or surf. its kind of eyesore. luckily her face is normal. luckily. i oso wonder why sme vballers have a darn bad body odour. sme j1 guy odor is just empowering. i cant stand doing squats when we put our arms around one another. massive stink bomb.
anyway went out on fri to chill with keith and rachel. some indian n boon ps us. its at thomson area agn. can we chng place nxt time? i getting bored of thomson area though thats where all the rich girls live. hah.
how to use up a 1gb memory card?
i still haven watch deathnote 2. smebdy ps. gosh. i m lyk broke now.
yesterday on the bus 410 and when i was passing by ITE bishan. some maid told a sec sch boy tat if he wans to go ite very easy. she even pointed out to the boy whr to alight. gosh. wads wrng wif maid's brains nowadays. aint they suppose to say, "yes ma'm, no ma'm."or "no sir, no, you cant touch me" now they are lyk, "shit you, you killing me softly sia." kudos indonesians or the occasional filippino!
and i do agree with kaiyang tat JAE was the most fun period all time. "Never ponned school, cos it was just way too fun to pon." and "And feeling unique cos i’m in green berms while the rest are in long pants"
Aye, ky. i still miss my green shorts.
my legs muscles are growing.
stop being elmo without the "l" people.
"How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror"
Nickelback- Someday
Chad Kroeger's voice is imba.
love never dies
anyway. this week had been damn monotonous except on wed when the girls came in for trials. there is sme random damn pro girl who surf damn nice. bt her onli prob is that she doesnt know that her tshirt rides up damn high when she spike or surf. its kind of eyesore. luckily her face is normal. luckily. i oso wonder why sme vballers have a darn bad body odour. sme j1 guy odor is just empowering. i cant stand doing squats when we put our arms around one another. massive stink bomb.
anyway went out on fri to chill with keith and rachel. some indian n boon ps us. its at thomson area agn. can we chng place nxt time? i getting bored of thomson area though thats where all the rich girls live. hah.
how to use up a 1gb memory card?
i still haven watch deathnote 2. smebdy ps. gosh. i m lyk broke now.
yesterday on the bus 410 and when i was passing by ITE bishan. some maid told a sec sch boy tat if he wans to go ite very easy. she even pointed out to the boy whr to alight. gosh. wads wrng wif maid's brains nowadays. aint they suppose to say, "yes ma'm, no ma'm."or "no sir, no, you cant touch me" now they are lyk, "shit you, you killing me softly sia." kudos indonesians or the occasional filippino!
and i do agree with kaiyang tat JAE was the most fun period all time. "Never ponned school, cos it was just way too fun to pon." and "And feeling unique cos i’m in green berms while the rest are in long pants"
Aye, ky. i still miss my green shorts.
my legs muscles are growing.
stop being elmo without the "l" people.
"How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror"
Nickelback- Someday
Chad Kroeger's voice is imba.
love never dies
"And if you said this life ain't good enough
I would give my world to lift you up
I could change my life to better suit your mood
Cause you're so smooth
And it's like the ocean under the moon
Well that's the same as the emotion that I get from you
You got the kind of lovin' that could be so smooth
Give me your heart
Make it real
Or else forget about it"
Rob Thomas & Carlos Santana- Smooth
why is everyone getting all hack up and emo?
y aint i?
i need a heart
"Please don't strip my mind
Leave something behind
Please don't strip my mind"
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Strip My Mind
kick back a little
its jus an overrated fate
make somethin' out of nothin'
dont let it roll out of oblivion
an embedded scar
such a lonely view
its like a dream
out to play into the night
don't disbarage yourself
a shadow on the sun
I would give my world to lift you up
I could change my life to better suit your mood
Cause you're so smooth
And it's like the ocean under the moon
Well that's the same as the emotion that I get from you
You got the kind of lovin' that could be so smooth
Give me your heart
Make it real
Or else forget about it"
Rob Thomas & Carlos Santana- Smooth
why is everyone getting all hack up and emo?
y aint i?
i need a heart
"Please don't strip my mind
Leave something behind
Please don't strip my mind"
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Strip My Mind
kick back a little
its jus an overrated fate
make somethin' out of nothin'
dont let it roll out of oblivion
an embedded scar
such a lonely view
its like a dream
out to play into the night
don't disbarage yourself
a shadow on the sun
training on wed left me totally shag. i was aching at the shoulders, thighs, arms and chest. practically i cant move around much on thurs. i was wondering wad we did. it was a mere 40 pushups, 40 situps and 50 squats and smth that u kneel down. i was alrdy dying the nxt day
there was definitly more girls that join rather than boys. the guys couldnt wait till nxt wed to see the freshmen. to see the girls onli. hah.
went to prata house yesterday wif the bruddahs (keith, boon, navin, me) it was raining the whole day and practically no cca on that day. we ordered damn lot of prata and mee goreng. congrats to keith anyway for eating mutton for the 2nd time. we sweared to go out n eat evry fri after training. its a guys-only-with-an-occasional-girl-outing. its for the singles affair thing, except mr navin sre.
came home to find a new LCD Tv sitting in the living room. where did my dad get the money. can buy a LCD
bt cant buy a new hp for me. a new TV is good enough for me at the moment.
today is sat n i m still aching. i spent 15 mins looking at the mirror bfore going out today. my muscles damn define la. my muscles all have become bigger. i just couldnt help loving my love handles.
jus came home from bugis. MAN-DATED. went to the DC heros outlet at parco. it was batman vs superman. orgasmic man. bought a batman buckle at $29 together wif keith. it will be batman belt buddies in sch. (the new principal is damn good anyway)
suddenly hav damn lot of money. hah. an ipod or the samsung mp3 is next. cant realli decide which to buy. for the samsung mp3, i get to break the fish bowl. lameMO.
life's good.
i definitely enjoyed myself so much more than last year, except first 3 mths la. so carefree, nt bounded up. able to do whatever i like and so able to breathe the fresh air. it was so much easier to get through wif the friens arnd. honestly, it wasnt hard at all. you jus have to direct ur thoughts the other way. its all in ur mind. once you get it, there isnt much to grief about. its jus regreting about all the wasted timeand life, and the one bad decision made in the begining. 2 weeks into sch and i m alrdy having all the fun with all the bastards and assholes.
New Life.
Fuck, I couldnt be happier.
i live so much better now. ;)
"If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died"
Nickelback- If Everyone Cared
BATTLEFIED 1942: THE ROAD TO ROME
laterrrr.
there was definitly more girls that join rather than boys. the guys couldnt wait till nxt wed to see the freshmen. to see the girls onli. hah.
went to prata house yesterday wif the bruddahs (keith, boon, navin, me) it was raining the whole day and practically no cca on that day. we ordered damn lot of prata and mee goreng. congrats to keith anyway for eating mutton for the 2nd time. we sweared to go out n eat evry fri after training. its a guys-only-with-an-occasional-girl-outing. its for the singles affair thing, except mr navin sre.
came home to find a new LCD Tv sitting in the living room. where did my dad get the money. can buy a LCD
bt cant buy a new hp for me. a new TV is good enough for me at the moment.
today is sat n i m still aching. i spent 15 mins looking at the mirror bfore going out today. my muscles damn define la. my muscles all have become bigger. i just couldnt help loving my love handles.
jus came home from bugis. MAN-DATED. went to the DC heros outlet at parco. it was batman vs superman. orgasmic man. bought a batman buckle at $29 together wif keith. it will be batman belt buddies in sch. (the new principal is damn good anyway)
suddenly hav damn lot of money. hah. an ipod or the samsung mp3 is next. cant realli decide which to buy. for the samsung mp3, i get to break the fish bowl. lameMO.
life's good.
i definitely enjoyed myself so much more than last year, except first 3 mths la. so carefree, nt bounded up. able to do whatever i like and so able to breathe the fresh air. it was so much easier to get through wif the friens arnd. honestly, it wasnt hard at all. you jus have to direct ur thoughts the other way. its all in ur mind. once you get it, there isnt much to grief about. its jus regreting about all the wasted timeand life, and the one bad decision made in the begining. 2 weeks into sch and i m alrdy having all the fun with all the bastards and assholes.
New Life.
Fuck, I couldnt be happier.
i live so much better now. ;)
"If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died"
Nickelback- If Everyone Cared
BATTLEFIED 1942: THE ROAD TO ROME
laterrrr.
What punishment do we give to suicide bombers?
jus had JC1 orientation game this afternoon. was the game IC for one of them.
i wonder counscillors should be commanding respect or should they just follow what they are told. should they stand up to us and show that they have more power or just stand there and bitch about what wrong that we have done.
i was sitting one of those kind of trolleys where people shift things with it. my friend wanted to push it to the corner. i was happening to sit on it. so he jus play and pushed me to the corner. one counscillor saw what we doing and starting shouting at us. he said that not to play a fool and told me to get up so as not to break the thing. i was wondering whether was he using his brain to think. goods that are ferried by the trolley is so much heavier than me. can it break? the obvious answer is no. we were wrong to be playing wif the trolley but must he push his authority about and start shouting. call us peers? arent we equal? so what if you have a post? i was like smirking when he was shouting.
i should think that game ic are those that control and execute the game. in the end aint the councillors trying to "steal the show" or should i say help out? where is the flexibility and organisation? does all of them have to follow the book. they even taught us how to do a debrief. if i m one of the freshmen i woulnt give a damned crap about debrief. either you win or lose. debrief? hah.
some people think that they are big shots. they tried to control the situation by threatening the removal of points. but seriously they wouldnt care less. since it was a water game and we were required to pour water over them. some people just want to have some cheap thrills by pouring water over the OGs when they are leaving. this is pure stupidity. what if they have handphones in their pockets. in all, i just cant stand people who try to control the situation when they are just helping out and try to turn it into their show. years in npcc taught us to respect people you are talking to, because its you get what you gives. pathetic. dissapointed at how people run the show where half the people is not paying attention in you.
bullshitters.
why are people so desperate? some people just couldnt stop looking at the girls in j1s. say chio at every girl that walk past that have an average looking face. is my standards high or are people just satisfied if they could just ge tanormal looking girls. after doing the games i could say only 5% make the mark. guys, forget it. i almost want to punch somebody face when that guy try to be smarty pants with me. luckily the ogl pushed he away and lectured him as he was almost face to face with me saying something as lame as a dog could say.
ah lians and ah bengs.
"You're beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gear
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove INTO the ditch
I'm screamin' "
Nickelback- Animals
sick.
single and ready to mingle
enjoy this fucked up day :)
i wonder counscillors should be commanding respect or should they just follow what they are told. should they stand up to us and show that they have more power or just stand there and bitch about what wrong that we have done.
i was sitting one of those kind of trolleys where people shift things with it. my friend wanted to push it to the corner. i was happening to sit on it. so he jus play and pushed me to the corner. one counscillor saw what we doing and starting shouting at us. he said that not to play a fool and told me to get up so as not to break the thing. i was wondering whether was he using his brain to think. goods that are ferried by the trolley is so much heavier than me. can it break? the obvious answer is no. we were wrong to be playing wif the trolley but must he push his authority about and start shouting. call us peers? arent we equal? so what if you have a post? i was like smirking when he was shouting.
i should think that game ic are those that control and execute the game. in the end aint the councillors trying to "steal the show" or should i say help out? where is the flexibility and organisation? does all of them have to follow the book. they even taught us how to do a debrief. if i m one of the freshmen i woulnt give a damned crap about debrief. either you win or lose. debrief? hah.
some people think that they are big shots. they tried to control the situation by threatening the removal of points. but seriously they wouldnt care less. since it was a water game and we were required to pour water over them. some people just want to have some cheap thrills by pouring water over the OGs when they are leaving. this is pure stupidity. what if they have handphones in their pockets. in all, i just cant stand people who try to control the situation when they are just helping out and try to turn it into their show. years in npcc taught us to respect people you are talking to, because its you get what you gives. pathetic. dissapointed at how people run the show where half the people is not paying attention in you.
bullshitters.
why are people so desperate? some people just couldnt stop looking at the girls in j1s. say chio at every girl that walk past that have an average looking face. is my standards high or are people just satisfied if they could just ge tanormal looking girls. after doing the games i could say only 5% make the mark. guys, forget it. i almost want to punch somebody face when that guy try to be smarty pants with me. luckily the ogl pushed he away and lectured him as he was almost face to face with me saying something as lame as a dog could say.
ah lians and ah bengs.
"You're beside me on the seat
Got your hand between my knees
And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze
It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear
But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gear
By now, no doubt that we were heading south
I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth
'Cause this was it, like flicking on a switch
It felt so good I almost drove INTO the ditch
I'm screamin' "
Nickelback- Animals
sick.
single and ready to mingle
enjoy this fucked up day :)
its 2007.
excited
dissapointed
nervous
sian 1/2
jaded
went to marina for dinner in the eve. finally realised tat i was treated as a sister rather than a guy. (thx, u know who)
fast forwarded to orchard where we played pool and try to wave at people passing by our window. yes, there are still people who wave back. mostly foreign workers trying to return the cheap thrill.
waited for np ppl at ps before sitting at the roadside in front of pavement deciding on whether to go hme or to do smth. stoned there for almost 2hrs. exhilarating.
sleep till 1 plus before getting high over gunbound.
dinner at yum cha for the celebration of my cousin and my AH MA birthday. damn lot of photos.
the past have gone
the memories stays
life goes on
its a wonder how human get past things that easily
jus rmb that 31st Dec is my anniversary wif kaiyang. met him on this day 2005. happy 1 yr anniversary.
where to buy jade rings?
excited
dissapointed
nervous
sian 1/2
jaded
went to marina for dinner in the eve. finally realised tat i was treated as a sister rather than a guy. (thx, u know who)
fast forwarded to orchard where we played pool and try to wave at people passing by our window. yes, there are still people who wave back. mostly foreign workers trying to return the cheap thrill.
waited for np ppl at ps before sitting at the roadside in front of pavement deciding on whether to go hme or to do smth. stoned there for almost 2hrs. exhilarating.
sleep till 1 plus before getting high over gunbound.
dinner at yum cha for the celebration of my cousin and my AH MA birthday. damn lot of photos.
the past have gone
the memories stays
life goes on
its a wonder how human get past things that easily
jus rmb that 31st Dec is my anniversary wif kaiyang. met him on this day 2005. happy 1 yr anniversary.
where to buy jade rings?
